Bad Day
|11:25 AM
Horribly bad day, due to what else other than a freaking bad paper. Am screwed once again by own panic attack syndrome and poor exams tecniques. To summarise, i attempted approximately 3 out of 4 questions ONLY and am sure of he answers of slighty less than half. But the moment i step out of the examination hall, VIOLA! Miraculously, i manage to mentally solve them and rushing to a wooden bench, I DID, WITH EASE! The only difference is the venue and timng! AND THAT MATTERS! Who gives a damn if u can solve the questions out of the exmaination hall with no notes and no references. No One! NO ONE! And mind you, that includes myself too!
Also, what's up with the testing of MEMORISING and REGURGITATING OF INFORMATION? Engineers or any other professional careers usually allow you to refer to damn tables and charts for the DAMN EQUATIONS and CONSTANTS! Why the hell do we have to remember them?!?!! Ridiculously long equations (as a friend measured, 12 cm long in a 4 slide page handout, so u are not alone
crybaby). Testing of understanding with constants and equations are fine but why the hell would i have to remember how heavy a damn electron weighs (An analogy)??? or the intrinsic concentration of silicon (today's damn exam)??? RIDICULOUS!
After so much i just realised i forgot to mention the paper is " MS 2008 (subject code) Magnetic and Optical Properties Of Materials" All materials engineers to be in NTU, BEWARE!
Off for more cursing and swearing to relive some of my bottled up stress form the recent bout of exam blues. Think i'll be fine, somehow, as its my 4th semester here anyway. What The HELL RIGHT?!?!?
F*** IT!
Da Neo
(Off To Rewatch The Incredibles For the Upteenth Time)
Music : Twins - 老鼠爱大米 (国语版)
moo.
Daneo.
-got milk?-
Home.....
|11:36 PM
Got a few hours (to be precise, is 5 hours) to my first paper of a total of seven papers that i am taking this semester. I really don't know what i am doing here. AM SUPPOSED to be mugging. SIGH......
Well, this very first battle is my GEM or GE (General Elective) module, Intermediate Economic Theory. Am taking a total of 8 modules with 7 of them being examinable and this will bring me all the way to 4th of May. Well, here's wishing myself and all of you muggers out there, best of luck, best of health and never ending stamina for mugging.
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Well, other than that, i DEMAND all of you to listen to Michael Bublé's "Home". (Thanks K for his album :P) Its aching good. Let your ears be the judge, don't just believe me. Below are the lyrics to the song.
Home (Michael Bublé)Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm
Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know
And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that
Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home
Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home
And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me
Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home
And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know
Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home
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I really feel like going home!!!!! (No pun intended here!) Never missed it so damn much. hahahaha. Silly me, its only been slighty more than a month and about another month or so to go. Well, perhaps i have never grown up, or perhaps its the exams or perhaps its the songs, perhaps.......
Da Neo
(Reasonably healthy, but extremely pimply)
Music : Michael Bublé - Home (2005)
moo.
Daneo.
-got milk?-
Eeeeeee for Economics .....
|6:52 PM
Am finally through my 1st readings for the entire Economics module. This took way longer than what i expected and way longer than i have planned. This could also be attributed to the fact of laziness and my very prone to disturbances nature.
Also, this module of Economics is only a GE or GEM module, otherwise known as general elective (which may constitute to part of an economics minor if i do carry on with it). HOWEVER, it does nothing for my major in materials engineering or my honours for the course.
Despite feeling a small sense of accomplishment in finally completing my 1st readings, am feel rather silly and lost at the same time, as i SHOULD have spent all those time on my core subjects as they would give me a better major (assuming that spending more time = doing better). An analogy to this would be conflicting interests when implementing the contractionary fiscal policy by cutting government expenditure (wanting to minimise budget deficit at the same time reduce unemployment).
MAN! that sounded a little crazy and probably wrong. For those, who are majoring in economics or know better or more than i do, feel free to correct my statement. hahahahaha.
Its official too that i am a sick(for laughing at my mindless and un-funny attempted jokes), fat (from snacking way too much while mugging) nerd for the time being with terrible hair (should have had a haircut long ago).
Will attempt to not think and worry about the impending exams in 8 days time and reward myself with a 5 hour sleep (oops 4.5 hours now, used 0.5 hour on this incoherent entry hahaha), before waking up to enjoy reading through my notes on "Electronic, Magnetic and Optical Properties Of Materials" (Ohhhhh, how interesting sounding!) in preparation for the short quizz in 2 days time (Why the hell are there still quizzes or tests when there are only around 1 week's time to the finals??????)
Till next entry.
Da Neo
Music : Enya - Exile (Watermark 1988)
moo.
Daneo.
-got milk?-
L for .....
|9:04 PM
L for LANGKAWI!
Lang lang lang.
Lang KAWI!
LANGKAWI.
heh heh. silly entry, but felt the need for a shout out.
Thanks K!
: )
Da Neo
(Desperately trying to mug to no avail)
moo.
Daneo.
-got milk?-
