Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Need to be VOID

Shall resolve to work hard
And harder and harder
So hard that i cannot work any harder
Till i morph into a workaholic
Till i morph into something new
Void of names
Void of silly labels
Void of silly thoughts
Void of smiles and frowns
Void of happiness and sorrow
I shall strive to be a machine
Churning
Working
Grinding
Till my last breadth
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Tasks on hand
Tonnes of tutorials
Chinese Orchestra (3 tasks here)
Driving
FYP FYP FYP!!!!!
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|Daneo| 1:13 PM|

------ Monday, January 29, 2007

Aching

It hurts
To see
To hear
To know
It also hurts
Not to see
Not to hear
Not to know
It even hurts just to breathe

Perhaps
Its time to go
Silently

You can fly so high
Keep your gaze upon the sky
I'll be prayin every step along the way
Even though it breaks my heart to know we'll be so far apart
I love you too much to make you stay
Baby fly away

If you could fly
Am i holding you back?
If you could soar
Am i holding you back?
If you could be free
Am i holding you back?
And if you could be happy
Am i holding you back?

Perhaps its time to go
Silently
Perhaps

Music : Emi Fujita - And I Love You So
Mood : Indescribable

|Daneo| 11:52 PM|

------ Friday, January 26, 2007

Aucun Titre

Its all but a façade
A false front
A mask
A lie
The many names of evasion and cowardice
Which incidentally serve to protect oneself
How long can they last?
How long should they last?
Practice escapism
Once in awhile at least
It feels good
So good

Music: Jennifer Paige – Stranded
Mood: Nonchalant

|Daneo| 11:53 AM|

------ Friday, January 19, 2007

BAD DAY

Set alarm to wake up at 0845
Woke up at 1145 instead
Rendering me horribly behind schedule for laboratory work
Late for 1st lecture of the day
And had to rush like hell for lecture
Only to realise I brought the wrong set of notes
And to realise I forgot my spectacles & contacts
Spent the bloody lecture half blind and lost
After that, went to lab to do stuff and forgot about time
Next was my only highlight of the day, French,
Late again thanks to lab work
Went through an otherwise fun lesson, half blind
Subsequently went for dinner and bought boiling hot Mian4 Fen2 Guo3
Only to have ½ of the soup spilt onto myself seconds after purchase
Rushed to the toilet to find my enormous tummy turn an angry shade of red
Went back to lab, after dinner, wet, sticky and still burning
Broke two 5ml bottles, and lost a colourless sample to my sneeze
That’s about all.
In probably one of my worst days since the beginning 2007
Wish me luck, so I won’t kill myself with boiling soup next time

Blah.

Music: Some sobby Chinese ballad by Pin Guan
Mood: Like F***

PS: Am supposed to swear less, but man! What a f***ing bad day. I think I deserve 1 cuss or 2.

|Daneo| 12:45 AM|

------ Friday, January 12, 2007

PANIC Attack

Had a panic attack barely an hour ago.
And am still reeling from its nauseating effects.
It happened during my Quality Control lecture.
Its basically a course on statistics and sampling.
And on a simpler note, its Math revisited again.
Buried memories of countless nights of futile mugging came back
In the instant the lecturer said " How many of you did not take Statistics before?"
Naturally my hand was up, waving madly
Screaming silently.

Please.
Let me love math
And Statistics.
Bless me with the knowledge, aptitude and luck
All I ask for is 4 months.
Please.

Mood - Panicky like hell
Music : Sarah McLachlan - Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas

PS: Supposed to be posted on 110107 1510 hrs, but Blogger was either down or school net was down. Moo..

|Daneo| 3:32 PM|

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