Sunday, April 22, 2007

Last Supper

So many "lasts" this recently that it is starting to feel really sad. Last lecture, last tutorial, last report submission, last CO performance and now my very last supper as a student in hall and during exam periods. Oh! I forgot to mention that exam periods are generally categorised by the following 10 activities

1) Eat & Caffeinating (Breakfast, Lunch, Dinner, Supper I, Supper II, Tea Break I, Tea Break II, SNACKS!!!)

2) Movies (Approximately once a week)

3) Retail therapy (Anything man. Truely anything. Think the worst was in year 1 when i bought 100 dollars of DVD at one go to store for viewing purposes after exams)

4) Sleeping till late noon and not sleeping till early morning

5) Blogging excessively

6) Loads of gaming (Audition, DOTA, Maple Story, Gunbound, RON, RO, Dragonfable etc etc!)

7) TV Serials (It never fails. I'll always start watching one during exams and will usually finish an entire season in record time, typically 1 to 2 days)

8) Swmming, jogging, training for marathon (which i have not been doing much lately piggy alert!)

9) Talking, crapping, chatting and bitching about exasperations of life and examinations

10) AND FINALLY a liiitttleee bit of mugging (Who am i to blame for having so few As? haha!)
_________________________________________________________________________________

Here are the photos from my last supper haha! Those present are junyen (the other guy lor, my study budddy - male) and yiing yng a.k.a SWMOFF (the only female in the pic, my study buddy - female) :P



Me and Yiing with our strawberry sundaes! (Courtesy of 24-hours Macdonald's delivery)


Three of us trying to Zi Pai and fit into the screen of the handphone camera 3.2 mp (Courtesy of yiing)


3 of us showing our spoils of war wahahahaha!

|Daneo| 12:03 PM|

------ Thursday, April 19, 2007

Melonised

Picture of a kitty.
Melonised.
Pissed.
Oppressed.
Probably wondering.
What am i doing?
Why did i allow this?
And yet
Oh so endearing.

Guess what?
Me too.

Moo.

Music : Rob Thomas - Something to be (Engineer? How hilarious.)
Mood : Exhausted & Weird

|Daneo| 12:48 AM|

------ Monday, April 16, 2007

Cranky

Sometimes, it amazes me how i could get so agitated over simple issues.

Yesterday was a horrendously bad day for yours truly. It all began with tiny little signs of not being able to concentrate on studies around noon. It was also then i realised i lost my keys, house, hall, mailbox, etc etc.
Gone.

Naturally, i went around trying to get the keys duplicated only to be very disappointed. Twice. Both keysmiths took one look at the key and said "No. We don't make this kind!" To me that was bullshit! What good is a keysmith when you cannot make a simple bloody key? Not like its brain surgery or what. GOODNESS!

After all the "Hoo Haas" of rushing around like a mad man trying to make a key (Many thanks to yiing and yen who tolerated my shit and accompanied me around), i finally returned to school only ard 2200 hours or slightly earlier AND that was after spending about 15 dollars on cab fare and meals. NOTE : STILL NO KEYS.

When i finally sat down and tried to study with what little time i had left of yesterday, this sudden wave of anger hit me. I was so angry with everything and anything. I literally felt like punching someone or something. I was pulling out hair, blasting music (IPOD), pacing up and down. NOTHING could make me concentrate. Needless to say. No studying was done. Again.

Hence, I went back to my room in hope of ending this cursed day earlier, only to realise, that i have been locked out by my roommate, even after countless reminders to ask him to not lock the door tonight when he is sleeping. But oh well, whose to blame except my own carelessness. Even that, made me more angry that ever. I took a quick shower came back, sat down on the table and attempted to study. Wave after wave of anger and exasperation kept me from concentrating on anything. Ended the cursed day with zapping monsters on DOTA.

Woke up really early today and went to the halls of residence office in my sleeping gear. Came up with a cock and bull story of forgetting my keys at home and asked to be given a key to my room. A little of drama and anger came into play and i actually made a statement "What else you want me to do?" This only made me realise that I could have spoilt the day for the poor lady behind the desk, with my rudeness, insolence and disregard of all rules and order. I am so sorry aunty. If i ever get my lost keys back i'll apologise. If i don't TOO BAD!!!! ROAR!!!!

I should get a grip of myself. Learn to be less emotional. Grow up. Pass the bloody exams and in some ways "BE A MAN!"

Stupid, bloody idiotic, careless and foul mood MOO get out!

Perhaps, just perhaps i am really schizophrenic.

Music : 孙燕姿 - 咕叽咕叽
Mood : Really Cranky

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

My nieghbours are really smelly. Was hanging my laundry and i got this overpowering whiff of their room. The smell was a combination of stale sweat and god knows what (thousand year old socks?). Mind you. Their door was closed. Errks. Darn these Ah Tiongs (for those uninformed of the term = Chinese from Mainland China). BLAH!!!!!

In case you were wondering, am just hating these smelly neighbours, i have plenty of ok smelling Chinese friends from China.

|Daneo| 9:49 AM|

------ Saturday, April 14, 2007

Schizo-Freak

Haoyi, MacMoo, Da Niu, Da Cow, Moo. Etc etc. Some of the many names of me. This goes to show how schizophrenic the author can be. Multi personality disorder patient, I don’t think so, but definitely not your normal or average nice little man. I’m weird, I’m childish, I’m hysterical anything but normal. Leave now IF you are fearful.

Do you act differently in front of different people? Sometimes I think I do. But I think every once in awhile everyone is guilty of doing that. Think of the last time you said “Please maaaa Give me another 5 million. Thanks…” (Eyes fluttering sweetly, a.k.a sweet and obedient moo) vs “That F***ing piece of shit. Stepped on my toes again today” (Dilated pupils, flushed cheeks and enlarged nostrils, violent, vulgar and the more “Manly” moo).

Sometimes I sit there. Dazed. Thinking. Who am I? Who are the people who “like” the real me or even know the real me? How many times have you put up a false front just to be accepted or to “fit in”? Well, as you can see, this is one of those times. Again.

A friend once commented that my blog is so depressive. Can I make it less so? Blog about something happier, nicer and all? This just made me realized, perhaps I am born depressive. Beneath all the silly jokes, the mindless banter, the 99% of the time smiling face, the occasional cussing and the drunkedness, perhaps I am just a depressive freak craving for release and escape?

Why am I always blogging about this crap? I myself don’t know. Why do I even bother to expose this vulnerability to the world (World Wide Web What!), by posting this online, bare for all to see? I also don’t know.

Reading through this before posting it, also made me realise another thing about myself. My ability to communicate and express myself is either deteriorating really rapidly with my engineering studies OR, was never any good in the first place. Perhaps I ought to do something about it soon. (Don’t lie to yourself moo. You are just too lazy to care! HA!)

Wandering mind. Again. On a day where I should be desperately mugging to catch up on lost time from ineffective studying.

Oh well.

Music: Meja – All Bout Money (What isin’t right?)
Mood: Stonned

|Daneo| 4:42 PM|

------