Kudos to 'Bystanders'
|2:12 AM
Life is fascinating.
There are times when u feel you are postively correct about something and have decided and put your heart out to doing things but time and people around you would tell you and signal to you that you are actually rather deluded and perhaps, even wrong. And, fascinatingly, it is these 'bystanders' who are usually right. Perhaps, there is indeed truth in the saying ' pang2 guan1 zhe3 qing1' or in very rough translation 'bystanders see it all and are far clearer than anyone in the situation itself.
There are times when your heart is sure, but your actions say otherwise and it is once again 'bystanders' who tell you that you are actually contradicting yourself. And, again, fascinatingly, you may not even know so all this while.
There are times when you are confused and caught in murky water so damn deep that your head is almost under and drowning, it is these 'bystanders' whom give you a helping hand, reaching for you when you are down and out and when all hopes seem dashed and rescues you from disappearing into oblivion.
There are times when you are so want something so bad, but am constantly plauged by low self esteem and severe lack of confidence and it is these 'bystanders' who come your way, lifting you up, helping you on your way to success in all areas of your life.
I'm fucked up. I know it. But, I'm blessed with a wonderful bunch of 'bystanders' or friends who do care. Thanks for all the help i had and will need in time to come.
As an oscar winner on the pedestal would say, " I, would have never done it without you. Thank you for your support....."
Da Neo
Mood - Troubled
Music - None
moo.
Daneo.
-got milk?-
Flight Of The COW
|8:12 AM
Just realised have not been blogging much these days. Perhaps it is due to the boredom and monotony of prolonged holidays. hahaha.
I promise to blog more when i'm away, as there probably would be so much more to say every day.
Da flight to China has been confirmed. I would be leaving on the 9th of Februrary 2006. 0740 a.m is the flight, flight number, SQ 826. Yup, that would be it. Oh and, by this entry i would still say that there is no need to come send me off as it is too early, go attend your lessons and go work or whatever crap you are doing. No worries as DA COW would be back. wahahahahahaha!
More admin and slacking lies ahead in the day for me.
Moo.....
Da Neo
Mood : Strangely, nonchanlant despite having so much 'undone' stuff
Music : Strangely, none.
Current obssession :
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Just recieved a phone call from the air agency. My flight has been brought forward to 0115 hrs 9th of feb. SQ still. Yup.
Moo.....
moo.
Daneo.
-got milk?-
