Checklist for 12 hours to departure
|10:55 AM
o Things Done
1. Suitcase packed (20.5 kg only!)
2. Handcarry bag bursting with goodness (Biotherm and all are here. hee hee)
3. Farewell dinners with most friends
4. Ang Pow banked in
5. New currency that i will embrace for the next 6 months or so settled
6. Wanked off, many times in the past few days. WOOPS haha!
7. Cleaned up my room to a reasonable state of untidiness
8. Cleared up the air about my actions with me baby
9. Visited quite a few friends' homes during CNY
10. Be extra nice to parents
11. Be super extra nice to parents
12. Paid all outstanding debts (I HOPE! hee hee)
13. Print out all documents needed
14. Applied for exit permit and notified SAF a few seconds ago
15. Bought a new keychain for new keys (hee hee)
16. Laptop lock and all the crap passwords done
Unfinished business
1. Memoirs of a Geisha book (slightly more than halfway only)
2. Said enough goodbyes to parents
3. Said enough goodbyes to baby
4. Said enough goodbyes to all my pals
5. Dyed my hair (dunno y this came to my mind suddenly haha!)
6. Copy all my songs from my laptop and CDs to my IPOD
7. Lost enough weight (will gain like mad soon, so been trying to negate, but come CNY and spoil all my plans hahahaha!)
8. Wanked enough (OOPS again. But we all know it will NEVER BE ENOUGH! hahahaha!)
9. Desperate housewives season 2. I WANT!
10. Cured my damn flu
11. Pack my laptop. (DUH! of course lo. haha)
That's about all la. And this will probably be my very last entry for the next few months and in case u all forgot course China BLOCKS or FILTERS Blogspot for whatever F*** shit reason also dunno. Maybe too anti- communism? The idea of blogging? Who knows. Will attempt to get meself a new blog address for my stay there. SO, keep staring at me MSN nick ah. hee hee my new address also there lo.
Ciao, Bye bye, 再见, Au revior (watyever la dunno how to spell so dun laff! haha)
Da Neo
Mood : Excited and slightly moody too. haha confusing ah
Music : 周杰倫 - 麥芽糖
moo.
Daneo.
-got milk?-
杂想 ; Random Thoughts
|1:36 AM
To begin, this would be the most disjointed entry in quite awhile, as my mind is in a rather disjointed and scarcely coherent state anyway. One thing to note here too is that this may probably be my last entry here for the next many months, as i heard from my some of my pals that in China, where i would be leaving for really soon, they have censored out blogspots. Will attempt to get a temporary blog address over there if this is proven true.
Chunk 1Oh well, to begin, Sex and The City Season 6 is rather good and is in fact the best so far of the 6 seasons, have rushed all the way through the 1st five discs and would be down to the last disc tomorrow evening. yup. Loads of emotional meat and not all sex. Slightly more ' real' in a certain manner. Go watch it. You could even skip all 5 seasons and rush to sixth season 1st. For all you know you may like it and want to watch the prior 5 seasons. =p
Chunk 2The past week or so, has been a big fat mad rush. With the usual Chinese New Year celebrations and visiting and all. On top of that, i am attempting to cramp the meeting up with most if not all of my friends before i leave for Shanghai coming wednesday. Then it suddenly dawned on me. I am missing all of you guys and gals already even before i have flown off and that SUCKS. I blame all of you for that. haha.
Chunk 3I love my family. Loads and loads of it, despite all the crap that we give one another over the years. I gotta apologise for all the times that i told to myself that 'Why do i have to go through this? Why am in not in another XXXYYY's situation instead? Why?', as i genuinely feel that despite all the flaws and stuff that may seem like flaws, we are almost ...... perfect! haha. Now for some puke inducing declarations ' I love you Ma, Pa and Bro! ' =)
Sometimes, i feel, that most problems at home are usually due to that fact that we are too alike and the fact that we keep our feelings from one another way too darn much. We really should try very hard to listen more and express our feelings more. Perhaps its the typical Asain mindset, but well, that's who we are.
Chunk 4Probably from the previous few entries it could be observed that i am rather confused and muddled particularly in the emotional aspect of my life. Well, if you ain;t sharp enough to pick it up from those entries, then well, i am here tell you i am. haha. Perhaps i am too wishy washy(po2 po2 ma1 ma1 in Chinese) or perhaps i keep denying myself and keep giving myself excuses as to delay and postpone any actual declarations, but well, it seems that it is all too late now and i can only do anything about it only six months or more later. Seriously, sometimes i wish were more decisive and believe more in myself, that way i would have a far easier life as to less troubling and bad days, at the same time give people around me a far easier time too as they do not have to decipher my actions too much. Just gotta learn the hard way then. Oh well, hope for the best six months later then. =]
That's all the crap i have for now.
Da Neo
Mood: Cranky
Music: Brandy - Never Say Never
moo.
Daneo.
-got milk?-
