Bad Day
|11:25 AM
Horribly bad day, due to what else other than a freaking bad paper. Am screwed once again by own panic attack syndrome and poor exams tecniques. To summarise, i attempted approximately 3 out of 4 questions ONLY and am sure of he answers of slighty less than half. But the moment i step out of the examination hall, VIOLA! Miraculously, i manage to mentally solve them and rushing to a wooden bench, I DID, WITH EASE! The only difference is the venue and timng! AND THAT MATTERS! Who gives a damn if u can solve the questions out of the exmaination hall with no notes and no references. No One! NO ONE! And mind you, that includes myself too!
Also, what's up with the testing of MEMORISING and REGURGITATING OF INFORMATION? Engineers or any other professional careers usually allow you to refer to damn tables and charts for the DAMN EQUATIONS and CONSTANTS! Why the hell do we have to remember them?!?!! Ridiculously long equations (as a friend measured, 12 cm long in a 4 slide page handout, so u are not alone
crybaby). Testing of understanding with constants and equations are fine but why the hell would i have to remember how heavy a damn electron weighs (An analogy)??? or the intrinsic concentration of silicon (today's damn exam)??? RIDICULOUS!
After so much i just realised i forgot to mention the paper is " MS 2008 (subject code) Magnetic and Optical Properties Of Materials" All materials engineers to be in NTU, BEWARE!
Off for more cursing and swearing to relive some of my bottled up stress form the recent bout of exam blues. Think i'll be fine, somehow, as its my 4th semester here anyway. What The HELL RIGHT?!?!?
F*** IT!
Da Neo
(Off To Rewatch The Incredibles For the Upteenth Time)
Music : Twins - 老鼠爱大米 (国语版)
moo.
Daneo.
-got milk?-