My Heart Works This Way |1:33 AM

Miss (Courtesy of: http://www.dictionary.com/)

1) To fail to hit, reach, catch, meet or otherwise make contact with.
2) To fail to perceive, understand, or experience: completely missed the point of the film.
3) To accomplish, achieve or attain (a goal).
4) To fail to attend or perform: never missed a day of work.
5) To leave out; omit
6) To let go by; let slip: miss a chance
7) To escape or avoid: narrowly missed crashing into a tree
8) To discover the absence or loss of
9) To feel the lack or loss of : Do you miss your family?
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Was commented upon that I do not think, feel, miss enough. Then it dawned on me. How would anyone know I have not been missing/thinking/feeling enough? Unless you have penetrative eyes and X-Ray Vision to see quite a few mm through me, through the skin, flesh, veins, ribs to get through to my heart and analyse what has been going through this pumping piece of flesh.
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Again, Dictionary.com
Feel – to be emotionally affected by

At least to me, feeling and missing could only be experienced and encountered by the individual in question and no one else could get the exact same sensation emanating from the exact same source (your heart). Put it simply, no one will ever get exactly how you feel at any point in time. Well, at least I think my heart works this way. How about yours?

Then it all boils down to self expression and vocalisation of these feelings, these thoughts and these sensations. Perhaps what this cow lacks is the ability to translate these into words. That would have to be learnt. (CHECK!)
It baffles this cow sometimes. How amazingly flawed he is. There seems to be this constant need to adapt, to change, to modify or in other’s perspective “to improve”? Has anyone stopped and observed how naturally beautiful these flaws could be, IF given a chance to flourish and bloom and not be coerced into submission and even disappearance? Perhaps in time to come, this cow may even stop being a cow anymore and lose himself in the endless pursuit to fit in and change. Will there ever be this day where this cow could charge freely at anything and not have to worry about the colour of its spots?

This cow is depressed. This cow needs a break. From reality. From life. From comments, prejudice or even hatred, Look at this cow with love, appreciation and approval, occasionally, or, at least, for today.

Please.

Music: Sarah Mclachlan – Hold On
Hold on.
Hold on to yourself.
This is gonna hurt like hell.
moo.
Daneo.

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