Cranky |9:49 AM

Sometimes, it amazes me how i could get so agitated over simple issues.

Yesterday was a horrendously bad day for yours truly. It all began with tiny little signs of not being able to concentrate on studies around noon. It was also then i realised i lost my keys, house, hall, mailbox, etc etc.
Gone.

Naturally, i went around trying to get the keys duplicated only to be very disappointed. Twice. Both keysmiths took one look at the key and said "No. We don't make this kind!" To me that was bullshit! What good is a keysmith when you cannot make a simple bloody key? Not like its brain surgery or what. GOODNESS!

After all the "Hoo Haas" of rushing around like a mad man trying to make a key (Many thanks to yiing and yen who tolerated my shit and accompanied me around), i finally returned to school only ard 2200 hours or slightly earlier AND that was after spending about 15 dollars on cab fare and meals. NOTE : STILL NO KEYS.

When i finally sat down and tried to study with what little time i had left of yesterday, this sudden wave of anger hit me. I was so angry with everything and anything. I literally felt like punching someone or something. I was pulling out hair, blasting music (IPOD), pacing up and down. NOTHING could make me concentrate. Needless to say. No studying was done. Again.

Hence, I went back to my room in hope of ending this cursed day earlier, only to realise, that i have been locked out by my roommate, even after countless reminders to ask him to not lock the door tonight when he is sleeping. But oh well, whose to blame except my own carelessness. Even that, made me more angry that ever. I took a quick shower came back, sat down on the table and attempted to study. Wave after wave of anger and exasperation kept me from concentrating on anything. Ended the cursed day with zapping monsters on DOTA.

Woke up really early today and went to the halls of residence office in my sleeping gear. Came up with a cock and bull story of forgetting my keys at home and asked to be given a key to my room. A little of drama and anger came into play and i actually made a statement "What else you want me to do?" This only made me realise that I could have spoilt the day for the poor lady behind the desk, with my rudeness, insolence and disregard of all rules and order. I am so sorry aunty. If i ever get my lost keys back i'll apologise. If i don't TOO BAD!!!! ROAR!!!!

I should get a grip of myself. Learn to be less emotional. Grow up. Pass the bloody exams and in some ways "BE A MAN!"

Stupid, bloody idiotic, careless and foul mood MOO get out!

Perhaps, just perhaps i am really schizophrenic.

Music : 孙燕姿 - 咕叽咕叽
Mood : Really Cranky

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My nieghbours are really smelly. Was hanging my laundry and i got this overpowering whiff of their room. The smell was a combination of stale sweat and god knows what (thousand year old socks?). Mind you. Their door was closed. Errks. Darn these Ah Tiongs (for those uninformed of the term = Chinese from Mainland China). BLAH!!!!!

In case you were wondering, am just hating these smelly neighbours, i have plenty of ok smelling Chinese friends from China.
moo.
Daneo.

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